When I write my blog, even if i've had a horrible day, I try to write something positive and nice for myself and my friends to read, but my blog today is a little different, I have had an awful, two days and I feel that I must write it down, as it may release something trapped up inside of me. I wont go into all the details but it has been hard.
To finish the day off I thought I would start mucking out my goat house, (you know, a bit of excercise always make one feel better), and started to put the dirty bedding onto my vegetable patch to break down for the spring planting, as pulled the wheelbarrow out of the gate, I tripped backwards over a large bl--dy rock and fell back hitting my head, I had one of those grips holding my hair up which was flattened and embedded itself into my head, I lay there for a few seconds hoping nothing was really broken or bleeding, and felt a bit sick.Thinking how stupid I am for walking backwards,but Im ok now just a little stiff.
Im getting too old for these kind of shocks and difficult times, I could handle these kind of things much better when I was young.
In sad, horrible times I am so thankful that I have a creative mind, although I dont feel like creating anything physical at the moment, I make notes and little drawings and think of all the projects that I will make one day huh!!! I wish.
I'm sure tomorrow will be a better day, well it couldnt be worse than today.
To finish the day off I thought I would start mucking out my goat house, (you know, a bit of excercise always make one feel better), and started to put the dirty bedding onto my vegetable patch to break down for the spring planting, as pulled the wheelbarrow out of the gate, I tripped backwards over a large bl--dy rock and fell back hitting my head, I had one of those grips holding my hair up which was flattened and embedded itself into my head, I lay there for a few seconds hoping nothing was really broken or bleeding, and felt a bit sick.Thinking how stupid I am for walking backwards,but Im ok now just a little stiff.
Im getting too old for these kind of shocks and difficult times, I could handle these kind of things much better when I was young.
In sad, horrible times I am so thankful that I have a creative mind, although I dont feel like creating anything physical at the moment, I make notes and little drawings and think of all the projects that I will make one day huh!!! I wish.
I'm sure tomorrow will be a better day, well it couldnt be worse than today.
Spring is on the way - all will be brighter soon!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to read that you had some difficult days - but glad to read that you are not too harmed by your mishape. From one who seems to always be testing the limits to how much she can do "Graceful" things around the farm and not end up in hospital I know how easy it is to hurt yourself. Be Careful and I will send Love, Light and Healing your way.
ReplyDeleteThank you so very very much for your kind thoughts and words.
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